waaa...it's been ages since i last update my blog...when izzit eh???emm like 2 months ago ade x???ahaha....well i've been busy lalety with my assignment n stuff.....n feel like crazy dealing with my finals.....huuu....haiyaya.....tension om pk sal final....emmm....what 2 say eh skang...orait2....emm dengan banggannye sy ingin mengatakan yg sy sudah abes final exam...wehuuu.....seriously abes je paper IR semlm otak terasa lapang- selapang lapangnye....ahaha....mane x nye jadual final mmg sgt2 la sangapnye....huuuu bley x final xder gap....mmg sangap otak la kejap....huu...seriously sem ni adalah yg plg tension compared 2 other sem....quarantin pn x rase setension sem neh....da la sem neh subjek sume nye yg jenis pecah kepala....dengan xder study week nye lg....huuu...sgt2 tension ok...n the rest of the week sebelum n semasa menjelang nye final exam, i have no time 2 socialized ok...well ade la seari telepas 2 pn sbb member rpt kawen nk x nk kene la dtg kan even sekejap pn.....well nadirah ko mmg sgt cun..ngeeee =) ok2 back 2 my story....emmm seriusly time aku final mmg sgt2 x rupe org...well luaran mmg la still org lg but dalaman mmg sgt2 tension n takut...yela name pn final kan sape yg x takut....huuu...harap2 result sem neh memberansangkan...aminnn....
then dis past few months x update blog is because busy melayan tekanan perasaan dan juge busy melayan tekanan emosi beserta tekanan dalaman...time2 nk final bese la problem mesti ade pny....every sem ok ade problem....x pnh tinggal masalah ngan final....ntah bile la nk berakhir kan....huuu...time2 nk dkt final la plak kan badig0l2 2 nk carik pasal ngan aku...haih....betul2 menguji keimanan dan kerohanian aku time 2....xtau la ape lg yg badigol2 2 x puas ati ngan aku....n 2 tell the truth time 2 mmg aku sgt2 tension smpi aku lost...seriusly...time neh mmg depressed gile...n the worst part is that i have 2 keep it 2 myself....n kene setllekan hal neh sorang2....nk share ngan my parents aku x nak la menyusahkan dorang n nk gitau kwn2 bile aku jmp dorang....n mase neh plg teruk bile tringat kan dia....ahhh lg kcu aku time 2...haish...pehal tetibe aku msk cite neh plak...ahaha...shuhh-shuhh....emmm then time neh la aku rase aku belajar sesuatu...i've learn something that no matter what, i have 2 deal with my own problem n i think time proses menyettlekan masalah sendiri aku akn jd lebih matang....ya...maybe Allah menguji aku kerana nak menjadikan aku lebih matang & kuat....yeah...aku tau di sebalik sesuatu kejadian 2 pasti ade hikmah nye....yup aku pasti tentang 2....*ecehwahh..:p*...then masalah settle gak even x berapa nk cantik kan ending nye....emm...lantak lah aku da malas nk pikir sal ex-housmate lg...opsss bkn ex-housmate tp BADIGOL.....huuuu....lega bile aku da abes exam...serius lega yg teramat2.....then settle hal 2 aku kene berdepan dengan final lak...n now it's settle.....alhamdulillah...skang neh bley la rehat sepuas-puasnye....yehaaaa.... =)
even cuti just 3 minggu je tp akn aku mafaatkan cuti aku neh sepuas-puasnye....yup...kasi clear kepala otak neh dulu b4 nk masuk short sem...yup...preparation tuk clear kepala otak ini penting supaya ianya x becampur aduk...wahaha....pasneh da x nak pk2 da pasal benda2 rumah2 sewa lg da dengan org2 nye skali aku x nak amek tau da....pasneh ape nk jd biar lah ianya jd...da malaas nk pk.....ape yg penting mase depan...yeah....fokus pade mase depan....n da x mao ade sebarang perasan memperasaan lg da....mls juge untuk pk.....ape yg penitng bg aku skang neh adalah mase depan...yup...just mase depan semata....yg lain letak ke tepi.....kerana bile pk sume 2 n bile layan sume 2 akn buat kite jd rugi dlm segala hal...yup....rugi mase, tenaga & plg penting rugi perasaan....wahaha...so folks live life 2 the fullest....do what makes u happy n don't even bother what happened in front of u....any problem that comes in front of u just take it as an advantage 4 u 2 be even stronger than u r now n as an advantage 4 u 2 move forward n be more matured then u can ever imagine....a reminder 4 myself....always think positive n always step ahead n never look back.....*wink* *wink*.... ^_^
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