boleh jadi gile tau?!

sometimes i felt like life wasn't being unfair 2 me....but when i think back Allah must have His own reason y He "test" me wif many kind of misery n problems.....but sometimes the misery that i have 2 carry wif me was so damn difficult 4 me 2 handle..... especially when handling hypocrite people....they just can't stop hate n jerk u up everytime, everyday untill u noe u can't handle it no more....at first u now that u can fight them over but then u noe u can't....

susah nk handle org yg penuh dengan kepura-puraan ni.....what did me n my family did wrong until u have 2 insult us like that!!!what u did 2 my family was unforgivable.....selame mane leh diam kalau makin diam makin menjadi???ape igt org xder hati & perasaan ke???org diam2 makin "seronok" pulak mereka2 ini mengata & memburukkan org lain...yg sedihnye saudara sendiri yg diburukkan.....dlm dunia die,die pandai berkata2, ckp nk gebang tp sedarkah die yg die yg sebenarnye yg menabur segala kejahilan 2???manusia...kenape perlu ade rase sakit hati???one thing i learn, selalunye sesuatu kebenaran 2 mmg selalu kalah pade permulannye tp aku percaye lambat laun kebenaran akn menang juge akhirnya....itu janji Allah....


neway....

kan???jadi sabar jela selagi mampu......moga Allah beri kekuatan tuk aku memaafkan org.... =)

aku hanya manusia biasa.....

aku hanya manusia biasa yg punya hati & perasaan mcm org lain....ya sepertimana Allah kurniakan hati & perasaan kpd semua hamba Nya begitu juge dengan aku yg dikurniakan sama seperti manusia lain...punya hati...punya perasaan....cume yg membuatkan perasaan sesama manusia berlainan adalah kerana setiap manusia punya jalan cerita masing2 yg membuatkan perasaan sesame manusia berlainan....aku pn punya perasaan marah, kecewa, sedih, terasing & geram.....jadi aku rasa aku layak untuk merasai semua perasaan ni kan.....kerana jalan cerita aku berbeza dengan org lain.....


aku x dpt nk memaafkan dan melupakan kpd sesiape yg da buat aku dan org2 yg aku syg terluka kerana perbuatan mereka2 ni....ntah kenapa aku tak dpt nk memaafkan dorang....klu selalu aku rasa akulah org yg plg senang nk maafkan org tp kali ni aku rasa cm payah sgt nk maafkan org....berdosakah aku???bkn berdendam tp sakit yg aku rasa terlalu sakit sampai aku x sampai ati nk maafkan org.....aku x membenci tp aku cume x dpt nk lupakan segala apa yg dorang da buat....masih segar lg dlm kepala segala apa yg dorang da buat n masih terbayang2 lg segala perbuatan mereka terhadap aku dan org2 yg aku syg.....ya pada waktu itu aku mengaku aku x dpt nk mengawal perasaan marah & benci aku....waktu tu aku rasa sgt marah...!segala renungan, segala cakap2 belakang n segala jelingan masih segar dalam ingatan....maybe takkan pernah boleh hilang....masih segar dlm ingatan bagaimana jiwa ini disisihkan n bagaimana diri ini diperlakukan seperti aku x punya hati & perasaan......jika aku sahaja yg mereka marah aku boleh terima tp bile melibatkan org2 yg aku syg aku x dpt nk maafkan....


dosakah aku klu aku kata aku x boleh nk lupakan segala peristiwa yg berlaku sekaligus aku x dpt memaafkan mereka-mereka ini.....aku sedar aku hanya manusia biasa yg x dpt mengawal perasaan sendiri x seperti nabi Muhammad yg begitu mulia yg dpt memaafkan umatnya.....aku mahu jadi sepertinya tapi aku hanya manusia biasa yg banyak buat silap...




                                            "aku hanya manusia biasa"

exhausted.....

lately i was kind of exhausted....because lots n lots of work need 2 be done....this short sem is really driving me nuts!seriously....i have another 2 weeks more 2 go b4 finals....bayangkan lah just another 3 weeks away n there we go final...!!!.seriously sem pendek mmg sgt2 merugikan.....huhu....padahal baru je msk minggu ke -3 n i have another 4 weeks 2 go...gile!...mane nk cover sume chapter lg, mane nk wat assignment lg ngan test lg...arghhh.....weng..weng.....hukhuk.....klas plak toksah cite la kan...mmg bederet...bley dikatekan ari2 ade klas...ngalahkan long sem....huuu....sampaikan sabtu pn de klas gak....da la sabtu de klas 6 jam straight plak 2...mcm la bley msk sume yg blaja 6 jam bederet 2....huuu.....uwaaa....mau melalak je rasenye.....huuk... @_@ klu la bley suh org len je ganti aku g klas sume....alangkah bagusnyeeee......yuuuuuuuu.....yuuuuuu..... ~_~

when u laugh u noe u're about 2 cry.....

it's nearly 3 am....yet i can't sleep.....while i was reading other's blog i came out with this one song that changed my mood from happy 2 sad....when i hear that songs i feel like wanna cry.....damn!....i had promised 2 myself not 2 cry again but this song makes me wanna cry n this songs had bring back all of my memory....haiyayaya......huuu...haih...this songs had remind me of how i missed my bestfriend so so much......the lyrics really hits my heart n my mind....damn!....i hate dis feeling......hah 2 la gelak2 lg...kan skang da nk nanges....bet0l r pepatah org2 tua, jgn suke sgt nnt nanges...hah mmg bet0l pn....skang neh mcm mau nanges....mencik btol r lagu neh....hate 2 admit that i missed my bestfriend.....yeah i missed that person...how la can i 4get???huuu.....

Tolong aku sahabatku
Dengarkan jerit hatiku
Tentang dia tentang dia
Masih selalu tentang dia

Ajak aku bersamamu
Kemanapun engkau mau
Tenangkan aku tenangkan aku
Sabarlah tenangkan aku

Dia pernah membuatku merasa sempurna
Hingga aku pun menjanjikan selamanya
Namun ternyata mimpi yang dia punya
Berbeda... berbeda

Aku takkan bisa
Hidup tanpa dia
Dia yang membuat
Aku bahagia
Tolong aku untuk
Melupakan dia
Sungguh hanya itu
Yang aku minta.....

i'm officially 24!...

yeahhh...am officially 24!!...ahaha....well....x sangka dok umo da 24.....huuu terase diri ini tua...but hey....24 still can enjoy what....well bile umo da semakin meningkat neh, fikiran pn kenalah bertambah matang kan sesuai ngan umo tuhh...byk yg aku perlu belajar lg....yeah life is about learning...so learn all u can while u can....


haih...sudah dewasa rupanye sy neh....rasenye mcm semlm je aku smbt besday yg ke 10 tahun....ekekek...melampaunye...nk jd kecik je memanjang padahal umur da 24 kot...wahaha...tp bile kenang2 blk rase rindu zaman kanak2 dulu....syok je time 2 celebrate seronok je....but now umur pn da makin menaik rase cm x best je smbt besday as a grown ups....ahaha...yeah kecik2 dulu x byk pikir n x byk masalah...but now makin dewasa makin byk masalah.....harap2 taun neh aku makin matang lg tuk menghadapi segala masalah yg dtg n dpt menyelesaikan masalah sendiri dgn baik....ade org kate aku neh x matang....pangai pn mcm dak2 kecik lg....yeke????kdg2 2 maybe ade kot.....n sedang berusaha untuk memperbaiki dir....tang cm kanak2 2 aku rase x salah kot...da pangai aku camtu nk wat camne kan...bkn aku sj wat2 da mmg semula jadi kot....huuu...but still gak try nk ubah jd seorang yg serius...tp klu serius sgt pn x best gak kan....pendek kate nk puaskan ati sume org mmg susah so just be yourself...org dpt trime ke x 2 hal dorang....janji kite x hipokrit...ye x... =)


so, taun neh da smpi masenye jugak aku serius dengan segala ape yg aku lakukan n bakal lakukan or sedang lakukan kerana zaman2 umur camneh da sepatutnye pikir sal mase depan.....yes mase depan.....time2 skang da kene ade target...yes target 5 taun akn dtg aku akn menjadi ape.....harus!.....pasneh sudah semestinye carik keje.....abes je degree aku akn carik keje...yeah sudah pasti coz da tiba masenye aku balas jasa mama & abh.....itulah perancangan yg ade wat mase neh n plus lg beberapa taun aku da memiliki kereta sendiri n aku da berani bwk kereta....ahahaha...yeah!...harus....then kumpul harta setinggi gunung...ehehe....pastu...err....kawen????owwww itu nanti dulu kot....tunggu smpi ati neh betul2 terbukak untuk terima lelaki n tunggula ye bile ati neh da betul2 berani tuk terima.....da takut kot nk sayang org neh....huuuu...serius takut...ahaha....well tang 2 aku beserah pada Allah kerana dia yg berhak menentukan jodoh hamba2 nye.... =)


so starting from now i should learn n "will" learn how 2 live my life....so at the age of 24 neh x la "tua" sgt pon...org je yg pikir aku da tua....huuuu.....bkn tua tp makin matang...hah itu sebenarnye perkataan yg tepat.....ahaha....yeah...hopefully....makin matang..... -_^ soooo.....am proud 2 be 24!!!!!....eventhough terasa cm nk kembali ke zaman kanak2 tetap berbangga sudah mencapai ke usia sekarang neh.....alhamdulillah...syukur kepada Allah kerana aku maseh lg bernafas pada umurku 24 tahun...... =)

mengidamness!!!!!

i am craving 4 macaroons!!!!!arghhh...air liur da meleleh2 da neh duk mengidam nk mkn macaroons....huuu....seriusly dis past few days asyik duk tringat kt macaroons je.....first time rase macroons is time 2 de org yg belikan then perhhh trus jth cinta la ngan ini macaroons.....sedap gile!!!!!!serius x tipu.....aduhhh...bile membayangkan krim n those tiny little donuts haiyayaya meleleh wa ckp lu!!!!...haih....skang neh i don't need my cupcakes, n i don't need my chocolate indulgence but i need those tiny little winky macaroons...dpt 2 pn rasenye cam happy gile....ahaha....*kepala otak sudah penuh dngn macaroons*...geramss!!!!...ahahaha...nak g bli sendiri sape lak nk g bwk aku g sane msg2 duk sibuk busy keje...nk ajk my mum n dad??lg r mane nk lyn benda2 neh....nk ajk adek plak busy la plak ngan class.....haih...da la benda 2 limited kt mesia...i mean that thing hanye de kt certain2 tmpt je yg jual....huu.....but whatever it is seriusly skang neh tringin gile nk benda alah 2...mcm addicted plak kan...but pelik tp benar mmg sy addicted dgn itu "benda".....ahaha.... :p klu ade sesape yg bermurah ati nk belikan 2 amatlah dialu-alukan eh...ahaha...sape yg sanggup beli tuh mmg aku syg gile r....ngehehe... ;p

ni lah benda yg wat aku tegile2....huuuu

haihhhhh...cairr!!!.... #_#

emmm....adakah anda juge terliur melihatnye???ahaha....ok2...da telanjur aku mengidam neh kan....ade gak la benda2 len yg aku ngidam lagi...ahaha....tp 2 la kan benda yg len2 2 mcm payah je nk dpt...huuu...skang neh sy sedang mengusahakannye....wuuu.....

1) sekotak macaroons!!!!....oww sy pasti menyukainya...

 2) sekotak coklat....coklat beserta kotak skali ye.....

 3) gym bag roxy...owww da lame sy mengidam beg neh....dr awl sem lg...huuu...it's not just a gym bag u noe....but it can be a sling bag n u can carry it wif u no matter where u go.....

4) sling bag roxy....owww mengapa sy suke beg neh???kerana pade sy beg neh unik & pelik....itulah yg menarek perhatian sy... =)

lastly.....dis watch from roxy...owwww sgt2 menggile dengan ini jam!!!!!!!!serius!!!!i i like it because it was so damn gorgeous n unique 2!serius...am working on it!haih...x sbr meu tgg PTPTN boley???ehehe... ;p

emm....nilah yg menjadi kegilaan sy sekarang ini....dan sedang berusaha untuk memiliki sume neh...lebih2 lg jam 2!!!!sy sgt suke jam neh!!!!...puas carik but still x jmp lg....huuu... sedey..... =( 

leh x rasenye sambil2 tuh jadikan benda ni sume sebagai wishlist sy???ngehehe..... XD *smbil wat mate cute penuh harapan menggunung*...ahaha....lalala.....~ 

after midnight.....

if i can keep u....
i will keep u close 2 my heart....


if i can hold u...
i will hold u n never let go....


if i can talk 2 u...
i will talk 2 u till my heart desire....


if i can say something 2 u....
i will say all that i wanna say 2 u all this while.....


if i can ask u 2 stay....
i will appreciate it....


if i say that i missed u..
would u believe it???


if i say that u r the only one that can makes me feel comfortable....
would u feel glad????


whatever it is, now....u r just like the wind that had blown away n never come back....

well....hello blog....ulala.... =)

waaa...it's been ages since i last update my blog...when izzit eh???emm like 2 months ago ade x???ahaha....well i've been busy lalety with my assignment n stuff.....n feel like crazy dealing with my finals.....huuu....haiyaya.....tension om pk sal final....emmm....what 2 say eh skang...orait2....emm dengan banggannye sy ingin mengatakan yg sy sudah abes final exam...wehuuu.....seriously abes je paper IR semlm otak terasa lapang- selapang lapangnye....ahaha....mane x nye jadual final mmg sgt2 la sangapnye....huuuu bley x final xder gap....mmg sangap otak la kejap....huu...seriously sem ni adalah yg plg tension compared 2 other sem....quarantin pn x rase setension sem neh....da la sem neh subjek sume nye yg jenis pecah kepala....dengan xder study week nye lg....huuu...sgt2 tension ok...n the rest of the week sebelum n semasa menjelang nye final exam, i have no time 2 socialized ok...well ade la seari telepas 2 pn sbb member rpt kawen nk x nk kene la dtg kan even sekejap pn.....well nadirah ko mmg sgt cun..ngeeee =) ok2 back 2 my story....emmm seriusly time aku final mmg sgt2 x rupe org...well luaran mmg la still org lg but dalaman mmg sgt2 tension n takut...yela name pn final kan sape yg x takut....huuu...harap2 result sem neh memberansangkan...aminnn....

then dis past few months x update blog is because busy melayan tekanan perasaan dan juge busy melayan tekanan emosi beserta  tekanan dalaman...time2 nk final bese la problem mesti ade pny....every sem ok ade problem....x pnh tinggal masalah ngan final....ntah bile la nk berakhir kan....huuu...time2 nk dkt final la plak kan badig0l2 2 nk carik pasal ngan aku...haih....betul2 menguji keimanan dan kerohanian aku time 2....xtau la ape lg yg badigol2 2 x puas ati ngan aku....n 2 tell the truth time 2 mmg aku sgt2 tension smpi aku lost...seriusly...time neh mmg depressed gile...n the worst part is that i have 2 keep it 2 myself....n kene setllekan hal neh sorang2....nk share ngan my parents aku x nak la menyusahkan dorang n nk gitau kwn2 bile aku jmp dorang....n mase neh plg teruk bile tringat kan dia....ahhh lg kcu aku time 2...haish...pehal tetibe aku msk cite neh plak...ahaha...shuhh-shuhh....emmm then time neh la aku rase aku belajar sesuatu...i've learn something that no matter what, i have 2 deal with my own problem n i think time proses menyettlekan masalah sendiri aku akn jd lebih matang....ya...maybe Allah menguji aku kerana nak menjadikan aku lebih matang & kuat....yeah...aku tau di sebalik sesuatu kejadian 2 pasti ade hikmah nye....yup aku pasti tentang 2....*ecehwahh..:p*...then masalah settle gak even x berapa nk cantik kan ending nye....emm...lantak lah aku da malas nk pikir sal ex-housmate lg...opsss bkn ex-housmate tp BADIGOL.....huuuu....lega bile aku da abes exam...serius lega yg teramat2.....then settle hal 2 aku kene berdepan dengan final lak...n now it's settle.....alhamdulillah...skang neh bley la rehat sepuas-puasnye....yehaaaa.... =)

even cuti just 3 minggu je tp akn aku mafaatkan cuti aku neh sepuas-puasnye....yup...kasi clear kepala otak neh dulu b4 nk masuk short sem...yup...preparation tuk clear kepala otak ini penting supaya ianya x becampur aduk...wahaha....pasneh da x nak pk2 da pasal benda2 rumah2 sewa lg da dengan org2 nye skali aku x nak amek tau da....pasneh ape nk jd biar lah ianya jd...da malaas nk pk.....ape yg penting mase depan...yeah....fokus pade mase depan....n da x mao ade sebarang perasan memperasaan lg da....mls juge untuk pk.....ape yg penitng bg aku skang neh adalah mase depan...yup...just mase depan semata....yg lain letak ke tepi.....kerana bile pk sume 2 n bile layan sume 2 akn buat kite jd rugi dlm segala hal...yup....rugi mase, tenaga & plg penting rugi perasaan....wahaha...so folks live life 2 the fullest....do what makes u happy n don't even bother what happened in front of u....any problem that comes in front of u just take it as an advantage 4 u 2 be even stronger than u r now n as an advantage 4 u 2 move forward n be more matured then u can ever imagine....a reminder 4 myself....always think positive n always step ahead n never look back.....*wink* *wink*.... ^_^

noe our rights........

just came back from IR class....huuuu...org sume da sedap2 cuti aku gak still de klas lg skang neh...xper la ilmu pny pasal kena lah ikhlas2 kan hati nk g menuntut ilmu...sape yg nk bg fri kan ilmu.... =) emmm....ok that was not the point that i wanna share wif u guys.....ok2 later after class, i decide 2 buy lunch..*kire bodek adk n mak aku ler sbb tgg aku abes klas selama 2jam tu n tgg aku g byr bil td*.....so i decide blanje dorang mc'd je la kan....nk blanje delicious x mampu lg...ahahaha....so we went 2 the mc'd drive thru kt giant bkt tgg....ok2 aku paham msg2 da lapar...aku pn da lapar gak......huuu..so kiteorang neh x sbr2 la kan mau mencekik.....then smpi2 je rumah msg2 bukak je burger n guess what????roti je ade plus ngan ingredient die yg len accept 4 the meat....ahahaha...da r msg2 ngah lapar pe lg msg2 hangin la...but in a control manner lg la kan....huuuu...da dua kali da benda neh happen kt kiteorang....aritu beli time puase de satu item x cukop....arini lak ingredient plg penting xder....ahahaha..klaka2....i wonder la how do they done thier work....mmg la nk cepat...name pn "FASTfood"...so serba serbi kene la cepat kan......

then my mom called them 2 make a complaint.....ok fine dorang kate dorang akkn hantar ke rumah.....then smpi skang still x sampai2 lg...alasan : x jmp rumah kiteorang.....perhhh...bkt tinggi je kot...x kan la x jmp rumah...jauh sgt ke pe bkt tinggi ngan andalas????pelik...tp benar...ahahah....then skang mcmane???kite perlu mrh ke or mereka yg patut mrh skang neh????neh la die klu kedai2 kt malaysia neh.....silap dorang tp customer yg slalu kene blk.....kate customer always right....where are iur right then????pelik2......pastu bile wat complait sket da wat muke...da mcm nek hangin.....dulu aku pn pnh kene gak kt mc'd jusco bkt tinggi...perhhh 2 lg satu kurang hajar....die amek order tp silap dengar...then bile kite ckp kite x order neh die nek angin....aikkk....sape yg ptt mrh sape neh????i wonder la pekerja2 fastfood kt malaysia nehade study x sal ethics???tak byk sikit pn jd la kan....plg2 tang camner nk traet customer...ni x dorang yg salah kite lak cm tkt2 nk complaint.....huuu....wonder y???di mane silapnye eh...ahahaha...but 4 me, depends....klu pekerja 2 x kurang hajar n tak wat muke maybe aku x mrh kot malah kesian lg ade r kan nk complaint....tp klu kene employee yg kurang ajar hah tang 2 yg best kenakan blk tuhhh.....huuu...but seb bek r td delivery boy 2 baik.....lgpun bkn salah die...die cume delivered je pn burger 2....kesian....yg aku mrh manager n org yg bahagian kitchen tuhhhh....haih...careless dlm wat keje......seb bek r kene kt family aku yg malas sgt nk mrh2 neh...klu kene kt org len ntah ape ntah r naseb manager 2....huuu...but then len kali jgn la careless sgt.....time wat keje jgn begosip or beborak....bile begosip a.k.a beborak tuhhh yg jd silap...huuu....tp x sume mc'D mcm tu......len tempat len ragam ye x.....but ape pn seb bek la aku neh kaki layan fastfood neh....ahahaha.....haih...naseb2 tuk arini......


sory lmbt hupdate lam neh.....td ngah2 update blog neh my mom ajk g jog la plak...ahaha....langsung tertangguh nk cite lebey....hehehe...neway wanna wished everybody especially those who celebrate chienese new year....GO XI FA CAI!!!!!.....may this year brings prosperity in your life ahead.......tahun arnab maaa.....tahun gue tuhhh...ekekekek.... =)

sabar selagi mampu.... =)

arghhhh...ujian demi ujian aku dpt.....mampukah hanya berbekalkan ngan kesabaran je aku bley bertahan????ya Allah sesungguhnya aku da x berdaya nk tanggung semua ni.....sekuat mane pn aku namun dalaman x sekuat yg disangka.....serasa dlm hati neh da x mampu nk tahan n menampung semue neh....serius da x larat....ape salah aku smpi org wat aku camneh??ape yg aku buat smpi aku dikenakan sebegini skali????di mana silapnye???aku sedar aku hanya manusia biasa yg selalu wat salah....tp smpi mcmni skali ke org balas kt aku balasan kpd aku buat baik ngan org????makin aku diam makin memakan diri sendiri....bkn merintih tp just meluahkan ape yg dirasa....dimana silapnye????




aku redha klu neh ujian dr Nya....pasti ade hikmah.,...keyakinan itu sudah pasti aku harus ada.....!kerna aku percaya satu ari nnt Allah akn tunjukkan siapa benar & sape salah....semoga segala fitnah terhadap aku akn dibersihkan dan dibalas dengan kebahagiaan yg x terhingga balasan dr kesabaran aku...aminnnn....jadi...sabar selagi mampu....byk berkat org sabar neh...... ^^,

go away bitch!!!!.....

sorry bout the title folks....huuu...can't help it but i feel so damn pissed off...seriously pissed off....huuu...makin aku diam makin dia himpit aku kan....mane x geram....mcm harammm!!!!!.....seriously skang neh tahap kesabaran aku da smpi tahap maksimum kot.....ngan pompuan s*** neh mmg x leh bg muke langsung....mmg sgt2 hipokrit....konon kutuk aku kt fb...mcm die 2 bagussss sgt je!!!......konon la kan mengata nk buang sgt aku kt fb tuhhh....helllooo!!!!...mcm aku kesah....aku confused kot sape yg add sape dulu eh???sape yg tehegeh2 nk wat fb???org len wat fb sibuk gak nk wat fb...padahal da lapuk baru tehegeh2.....culture shock la katekan.....ko igt aku kesah sgt ke ko nk delete aku or block aku????silekan la.....ahahaha....ilang ko sebagai kwn aku x rugi pape kot......ahaha..untung lg ade r...kwn mcm ko klu ilang seribu lg ade r.....aku xder kwn???mcm haram je!!!!...ahahaaha....aku ke ko skang neh yg desperate sgt nk dptkan kwn????or senang cite dpt back up????ahahaha at least aku kwn ngan org ikhlas x la mcm ko kan yg kwn ngan org semata sebab bwk kepentingan kt ko......belagak mcm bagus sgt....fb 2 pn aku yg ajar ko....klu x memanjang r ko bodoh seyyy....gile!...huh!...

nk ngate aku konon.....ckp aku gemuk or what so ever...yes sekurang2 nye aku sedar aku gemuk...aku sedar diri gak...ko????ade sedar diri ke???tolong r aku x rugi dok xder kwn mcm ko!!!lg senang idup aku lg ade r....sape yg semak kt fb sape skang neh kan...duhhh...nk kate ko neh cantik..cantik ke????errr...g betul kan dulu r gigi ko tuhhh...kulit 2 g kasi putih dulu r kan.,...neh x berkarat itam!!!!!!.....lg mau kutuk aku..perhhh lu lg dasar x sedar diri.... nak kate pandai...pandai ke???ahahaha......present nk sebut lam bahasa inggeris pn tesekat2 lg nk blagak ngan aku...bley jalan la weyyyy...ahahaha.....nk kate kaya...kaya ke???ahahah...bapak ko g keje pn bwk beg plastik je kan....aahaha...bwk2 la sedar diri weyyy...nk kutuk org len mcm diri ko 2 cukup sume je....Allah 2 maha kaya......aku doa segala ape yg ko fitnah aku 2 ko akn dpt balasan dua kali ganda dr ape yg aku tanggung skang neh....aminnnnn.....ade hikmah Allah jadikan ko 2 x cantik, x pandai n x kaya....aku rase if ko de salah satu neh ko akn jd lagi bongkak dr skang.,....huuuu.....

haish....aku pelik betul r...ape la agknye kan yg die rase bile wat org lain begaduh....happy kot.....ke just nk create attention??? aku takkan lupe seyy segala ape yg ko kutuk sal aku n segala ape yg ko wat cite sal aku......lg2 tang ko kutuk family aku!!!!...lg aku x leh lupa...seriously....aku x kan lupa.....huh...ko neh mmg dasar bitch kan..no wonder la org lelaki sume nk ko pn sebab ko 2 senang dpt...murah la katekan....ahaha....mcm haram!!!!.....konon kate pantang klu lelaki sentuh la hape la....tp bile kua ngan segala sundal2 ko leh lak pegang2 n cium2 depan org....gile hiprokrit...ckp x serupa bikin.....konon nk tutup aib sendiri..bak kate lecturer la kan ckp bagai malaikat baik gile tp sebenarnye syaitan keliling pinggang....ahahaha...2 ko la 2...yess aku tujukan kt pompuan yg dr awl sem smpi skang x abes2 wat cite sal aku..ko igt ko da sound yati dulu ko leh sound aku sesuke hati la??ahhaha....g mampos...berani meh r try...takut telinge hitam ko 2 x dpt nk tahan kang ape yg aku  bkl ckp nnt....x bermakna aku diam aku takut ngan ko....aku diam sebab mls nk layan org gile mcm ko 2....mmg patut pn la mak ko kate ko 2 susah sgt nk dpt kwn.....rupenye sebab perangai cm setan ko 2...ahaha....


KEPADA U BITCH U CAN GO 2 HELL!!!!!!!.......


*sorry kpd sesape yg bace statement aku neh......aku telampau geram sgt....huuu!!!...aku nk sume tau perangai die yg sebenar...baik depan je tp belakang org len kutuk org 2.....seriously perangai mcm sakai.....huuu....sorry if bahasa yg digunakan neh agk x cantik.....huuuu...*

hypocrite????ahaaaa.... =)

2 day was totally a joke la weyyy...just wanna share wif u guys......emmmm....what do u guys think bout having a hypocrite friend in your groups???ahaha...funny2...it's funny u noe 2 see "them" acting n pretending 2 be a very gooooood friend.....ahahaha....seriously so damn funny!...trying 2 make the best of them in fornt of others so others might think that the person that this hypocrite person was telling was true indeed.....pity them coz they have 2 create a scene so that people will accept them wif a sympathy.....ahahaha.....dammmnnn  funny!!!!......create story about others, making others feel bad about themselves n trying their best 2 make people believe in what they are saying......haihhhh....human will still be a human aite???emmmm.....i wonder what's on their mind....was it they enjoy 2 see their friends 2 be fighting n hate each other just because they don't wanna lose friends....ahaha....


so moral of the story is do be sincere when it comes 2 friendship...coz only true friendship *not wif those hypocrite n  backstabber friend" can last forever.......so be true 2 your friend...don't used all those nasty tactics just 2 gain others attention....so dam pity la weyyy...get ur own life!4 those that wasss so called "friend" a.k.a hypocrite please do change la weyyy.....everybody already know bout ur nasty attitude.....shame on urself!!!!.....


x yah la bajet bgs sgt eh....org sume da tau da pangai buruk ko tuhhhh....malu r sket.....ahahahaha.....klu ko nk bajet bgs muke 2 cun x per gak.....ahahha!!!!....cermin2 kanlah diri anda 2 ye...bwk2 la sedar diri....... =)

what wif customer service?????

just came back from class....huissshhh.....eventhough today was just one class but my body feel tired....y eh???emmm maybe i had a lot of thinking lately....huuu....orait2 enuff said bout the class thingy....just now me n iqa went to the admin faculty office coz iqa wanted 2 buy buss. ethics books.....when we were at the counter there were severals of them were at the counter n some of them were talking 2 other student....ok2 we get it....that we have 2 wait 4 our turn....ok here comes the best part of all....da la tunggu lame kan then kene hadap muke yg "x mesra alam" pny muke.....

the sgt "x mesra alam" pny olang: "hah nak ape???!"....
iqa: cik sy nk bli buku ethics....
the sgt "x mesra alam" pny olang: bape org yg nk beli neh??? *smbil x pandang muke kiteorang langsung.....
iqa: sy sorang je.....
the sgt "x mesra alam" pny olang: *smbl still x pandang muke kiteorang plus ngan muke masam*...hah isi borang neh.....

15 minit kemudian........

the sgt "x mesra lama" pny olang: smbl menjerit selamba....."51 ringgit!!!!!......".....
me & iqa: pandang pelik beserta tekejut gile.....aku lg la kan wat muke trus ngan org yg "kurang" mesra neh.....huh!....

perhhhh....sgt kurang hajar n x mesra rakyat langsung!!!!.....apsal eh admin2 neh sume kurang mesra???hellllloooooo......we pay u ok!!!!not freee...klu free leh r belagak kan.....huuiiihhh....selalu student gak yg tertindas.....i mean bkn la tertindas but x leh ke layan baik seket?????we r humans 2 ok.....ok2 actually bkn nk ngutuk admin....but just wanna talk bout their job.....actually ape tujuan dorang neh bekerja eh???just semata tunggu duit ujung bulan masuk akaun ke or tunggu duit beserta dengan niat ikhlas time keje......haih...pelik!...semmlm pn kene benda yg same gak...haish....

ok2....yesterday we went 2 the PTPTN headquarters 2 settled up our deferring on the payment.....haih....da la susah nk carik kl sentral nye pusing2 bagai then da smpi susah plak nk carik parking......huuu.....then msk2 je kt lam PTPTN 2 hah mendapat lak staff yg x mesra pelanggan....haish..naseb2.....then td time pas kene ngan staff kt admin fakulti we wonder how they get the job at the first place aite....emmmm....nape eh sume yg bekerja as a customer service neh muke sume x mesra langasung????da tau name nye pn "CUSTOMER SERVICE" of course la u will be dealing wif people.....duhhh....the name itself pn da menunjukkan yg kene berhadapan ngan org yg mcm2 ragam.....at the first place u shud noe n u shud read what was written on ur job description kot!!!..hah amek aku da kuakan term2 HR kt cni....ahahaha.....haish....klu bley senyum la sket kan bile berdepan ngan customer.....tau la yg ade certain2 customer yg wat pangai tp jgn la sume kene....haish.....ni bile customer da elok2 mood nampak muke basi tuhh trus customer pn mood berubah.....treat ur customer equally la....ye2 je letak motto mesra pelanggan la, customer is always number 1 la hape2 la tp ngan customer wat muke gak.....ape daaaa.....c'mon la u keje dealing nngan customer so muke 2 kasi cantik sket la...x cantek pn seri kan lah ngan senyuman......

so....moral of the story..: kepada sesape yg tringin sgt nk keje as a customer service or what so ever job yg relate ngan customer neh kasi tingkatkan la sket interpersonal skills korang 2 k.....especially skills how 2 make ur customer happy...... =)

new blog of the year....!!!!!!

finally......my new blog is created....ehehe...emmm.....after several of thinking i came out wif my new blog.....finally...!actually my plan 2 create a new blog was long time ago since my previous blog was private n certain people only can read it....ngeee...it's toooo private to publish....ahaha....but this new blog is simply created just wanna share wif u guys about my thoughts, my opinion n my sayings....ahaha...i want people 2 read my blog so that they can get 2 know me closer ...by reading my blog,(just simply reading my blog) u guys will know the true me....ahaaaa....enuff said about my new grand opening blog......so i welcomed those who read my blog....


as u guys read my blog please don't judge me as what i'm going 2 write here in my blog....i just write whatever i felt like writing and that came from what i think n what i "saw".... *the thinking thing is such as my feelings, what i felt like talking n sharing it wif people* so i guess this is my blog after all so i can write what i want aite.... =)




note: please don't judge me like u noe me.....get 2 noe me first then u decide what type of person i am....n please do noe me first b4 u get 2 noe me from somebody else that talked bad behind my back...asked me directly if u have the "dissatisfaction feelings" towards me....emmmm.....so.... enjoy..! reading my blog...... -_^